Ok. I have 13 hrs b4 i collect my O level results for my second time!! (Written @ 1am)

Kinda nervous and scared and abit excited. Excited bcz, tinking of the course i cld hav gone into if i had done better last year.
I just feel very down. I duno if i want the sun rise to up.. if only time cld freeze.. but no, y shud i ruin it for the those ppl who are depending/predicting/earned to see what they are goin to see tmr..

I just cant explain myself if im gona screw up again. I wont be able to take it wad happened last year.. plz, jus dunt let history repeat itself. I know i cant expect a 10 or 12 as my L1R4 but maybe atleast a 15 or 17. I still will be able to find myself a life.
What if i dunt get wad i want. Worst thing is tt, wad if i do worse than last year! Wad everyone have been telling to me wld b ture. It will just prove to everyone that i have lost in my life. Noooo. It shudnt happen!!

Agrhh!!! what to do! ahhhhhhhhhh

P.S. Easier to die in Soldier Front than in real life..
(Soldier Front is the game i have been playing past 2 days till 5am)

Ok, i will back with my results...